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In the winter of 1924, I returned to England.

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Lady Marchmain had written to me in Paris

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to tell me that Sebastian would complete

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his tour with Mr Samgrass

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in time to spend Christmas with his family.

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She invited me to Brideshead.

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Christmas with my uncle, however, was an engagement I could not break.

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So it was two days later that I traveled across country

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expecting to find Sebastian already established.

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Thank you, thank you. And those two over there

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if you would be so kind

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o, no, those two over there.

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Thank you.

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Charles, Happy Christmas, or should I say Happy  New Year?

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Happy  New Year, Mr Samgrass.

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Sebastian, what are you doing on the train?

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I thought you were going to be home for Christmas.

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There was a delay. It was the luggage.

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Mr Atkinson at Cooks promised it would arrive by the 24th

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but unfortunately

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How was Egypt?

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I'll tell you later.

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This one is when we reached the top of the pass.

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We heard the galloping horses behind

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and two soldiers came to the head of the caravan

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and turned us back.

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There they are on the right. They reached us only just in time.

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There was a band not a mile ahead.

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A band?

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Goodness! A jazz band?

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Dear Lady Julia, no.

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I suppose the sort of folk-music you get in those parts is very monotonous.

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Dear Lady Marchmain, a band of brigands.

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The mountains are full of them. Stragglers from Kemal's army

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Greeks who got cut off in the retreat.

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Very desperate follows, I assure you.

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Charles.

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Do pinch me.

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So you never got to wherever it was.

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Weren't you terribly disappointed, Sebastian?

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Me? Me? Oh, I don't think I was there that day.

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Was I Sammy?  That was the day you were ill.

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Yes, that was the day I was ill

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so I shouldn't have got to wherever it was.

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Should I, Sammy?

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Sorry.

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Now this, Lady Marchmain, was our Turkish cook

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Ali Torkut, that's him on the left.

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That's me at Damascus.

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That’s me with a rather tiresome Turkish.

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This is a group taken near Jericho, I think

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no  Jerusalem.

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All ruins and mules and you.

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Where's Sebastian?

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Ah, he  He held the camera.

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He became quite an expert as soon as he learned

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not to put his hand over the lens, didn't you, Sebastian?

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This is us, taken by a street photographer in Beirut.

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There's Sebastian.

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Goodness, isn't that Anthony Blanche?

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Yes, we saw quite a lot of him.

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Met him by chance at Constantinople.

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A delightful companion. I can't think how I missed knowing him.

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Here we are again, at Krak-des-Chevaliers.

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There's Anthony again!

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Yes, he came with us all the way to Beirut.

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Well, that's it, I'm afraid.

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Thank you, Mr Samgrass.

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It must have been a wonderful tour for you both.

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May I have a word with you, Bridey?  Of course, mother.

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It must have been an extraordinary trip?

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Yes.

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Did you ride a camel?

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I don't know. Probably.

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Will you tell me about Paris, Charles?

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Well, it's not very exciting in comparison but it's going very well.

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When are you going to come and stay Sebastian?

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You'll like it.

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I suppose they all think you're wonderful over there?

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Well, it's amazing but I don't seem to have put a foot wrong.

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The teachers are very good.

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I'm not sure about the students.

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They never go near the Louvre. Half of them

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are only interested in making a popular splash like Picabia

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and the other half just want to do advertisements for Vogue

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and decorate night clubs.

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Charles

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Modern art is all bosh, isn't it?

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Great bosh, Cordelia.

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Oh, I am glad.

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Cordelia, why don't you run away and leave us in peace?

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Aren't you at all pleased to be home?

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Yes, of course I'm pleased.

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Well, you might show it.

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I've been looking forward to it so much.

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How extraordinary you running into Anthony Blanche.

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Yes, wasn't it?

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Dear old Antoine.

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Quite like old times.

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Excuse me, my lord.

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I say, where's the cocktail tray?

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Isn't it time they brought it in?  It's still a bit early.

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Mr Wilcox is upstairs with Her Ladyship, my Lord.

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Well, never mind. Bring it in yourself.

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Mr Wilcox has the keys, my Lord.

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Well, send him in the moment he comes down.

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Very good, my Lord.

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Yes, extraordinary meeting Anthony like that.

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He’s very changed.

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You wouldn't have recognized him.

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He had grown a great beard in Istanbul.

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Where the hell is Wilcox?

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Very unbecoming and I made him shave it off.

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Well  I don't think I want a cocktail, anyway.

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I'll go up and see  anny and then I'll have my bath.

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Ah, Charles. Can you give me a moment? There's something I've got to explain.

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Of course.

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Mother's given orders that no drinks are to be left

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in any of the rooms.

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You'll understand why.

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If you want anything, ring and ask Wilcox

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only best wait until you're on your own.

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I'm sorry but there it is.

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Is that really necessary?  I gather very necessary.

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You may or may not have heard

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Sebastian had another outbreak when he got back to England.

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He was lost over Christmas. Mr Samgrass only found him yesterday evening.

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I guessed something of the sort must have happened.

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Are you sure this is the best way of dealing with it?

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It's my mother's way.

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Oh, do have a drink yourself if you want now he's gone upstairs.

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It would choke me.

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Hello  anny. I was looking for Sebastian. I thought he might be here.

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I told him he was looking peaky.

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All that foreign food  I don't suppose it agreed with him.

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He looked as though he'd been having some late nights, too

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by the look of his eyes. Dancing, I suppose.

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And his shirt wanted darning.

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I told him to bring it here to me before it goes to the wash.

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Thank you,  anny.

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Oh, it's you.

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You gave me a fright.

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So you got a drink.  I don't know what you mean.

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Oh, come on, you don't have to pretend with me.

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You might offer me one.

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It's just a little something I had in my flask. It's empty now.

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What's going on?

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Nothing.

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A lot.

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I'll tell you sometime.

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Well, I'd better go and get changed.

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It is certainly true, Lady Marchmain, about the Levantine cuisine

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it can have the most alarming aspects for the uninitiated.

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When we were dining with the Patriarch at Trebizond

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we were offered that most special delicacy

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the eye of the sheep in a bed of cous cous.

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How very disgusting.

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Indeed, I was struggling to find my demotic Greek for

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I like sheep's eye but sheep's eye doesn't like me"

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You seem to have borne your hardships very well, Mr Samgrass.

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Yes.

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Who's hunting tomorrow?

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I am.

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I'm taking that horse of yours, Julia, if you don't mind.

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Just to show him to the hounds.

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That's all right  I think Rex is arriving sometime tomorrow.

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I suppose I'd better stay and see him.

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Sorry. Bit late.

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I've promised an outing on Mr Beelzebub tomorrow.

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Really Cordelia, what an unfortunate name for a pony.

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You don't get the point, Mummy.

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Sister Bridget said that if you can ride the devil

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you can ride anything.

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Where is this meat? Is it here?

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Yes, it is.

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Well, if it's here, I'd like to hunt please.

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That's if there’s something for me.  Of course. Be delighted.

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I would have asked you, Sebastian, but you always used to complain

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of being made to go out.

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Well, tomorrow I'd like to.  It's perfectly simple, then.

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You can have Tinker bell, she's been going very nicely this season.

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o, thank you.

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I'll have whisky, please.

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I'm so glad you're going out tomorrow, Sebastian

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a day out will be so good for you.

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Mr Samgrass was telling me

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how you both stood up to the hardships of your journey together.

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I'd no idea you had to endure such discomfort.

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Has he?

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I was explaining about the time we were held at the Turkish border

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and had to share the guards' supper.

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Don't you remember?

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Yes, of course

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the guards' supper.

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Are we going to chapel tonight, Mummy?

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o, no. I don't think so.

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I think an early night will do us all good.

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Someone remind me to write out a note for the stables.

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I think Tinker bell will suit you very well, Sebastian.

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You won't let me down tomorrow, promise?

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You will try and look smart?

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Of course.

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I rather wish I was coming out with you tomorrow.

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You wouldn't see much sport.

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I can tell you exactly what I'm going to do.

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I shall leave Bridey at the first cover

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hack across to the nearest pub

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and spend the entire day quietly soaking in the bar parlour.

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If they treat me like a dipsomaniac, they can bloody well

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have a dipsomaniac.

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I hate hunting, anyway.

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Well, I can't stop you.

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You can, as a matter of fact.

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By not giving me any money.

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They stopped my banking account, you know, in the summer.

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It's been one of my chief difficulties.

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I pawned my watch and cigarette case to ensure a happy Christmas.

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So I shall have to come to you tomorrow for my day's expenses.

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I won't.

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You know perfectly well I can't.

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Won't you, Charles?

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Oh well, I daresay I shall manage on my own somehow.

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I've got pretty clever at that recently, managing on my own.

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I've had to.

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Sebastian, what have you and Mr Samgrass been up to?

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He told you at dinner.

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Ruins and guides

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and mules.

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That's what Sammy's been up to.

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And you?

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I suppose I may as well tell you

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since he unfortunately seems to have been very indiscreet

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about my happy Christmas.

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I gave Sammy the slip.

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I had begun to guess.

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I got lucky at cards in Constantinople

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and I was just enjoying a very happy hour in a bar

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when who should walk in, but Anthony Blanche

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with a beard, and a very pretty little Jew boy.

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Anthony lent me a tenner

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to help me escape

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just before Sammy came panting in to recapture me.

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After that he wouldn't let me out of his sight.

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But in Athens it was easy. We stayed in the Legation.

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One day after lunch I simply walked out

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cashed the money at Cooks

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found a sailor who spoke American

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lay up with him until his ship sailed

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and popped back to Constantinople and that was that.

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Didn't Sammy mind?

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He was a bit anxious at first. I didn't want him to get

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the entire Mediterranean Fleet out, so I cabled him saying

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that I am quite well and please send half our money

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to the Ottoman Bank and keep the rest for yourself.

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Poor old Sammy.  Poor old Sammy.

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I almost feel sorry for him.

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In the end I think he quite enjoyed himself

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in his own ghastly little way.

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So here I am.

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After Christmas.

261
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Yes.

262
00:20:42,290 --> 00:20:44,970
I was determined to have a happy Christmas.

263
00:20:45,050 --> 00:20:47,120
Did you?  I think so.

264
00:20:50,730 --> 00:20:54,610
I don't remember much about it. That's always a good sign, isn't it?

265
00:21:07,590 --> 00:21:08,420
Sebastian!

266
00:21:11,230 --> 00:21:12,060
Sebastian?

267
00:21:17,270 --> 00:21:20,500
You can't go dressed like that. Do go and change.

268
00:21:21,630 --> 00:21:24,270
You look so lovely in your hunting clothes.

269
00:21:24,310 --> 00:21:27,190
They're all locked away somewhere. Gibbs couldn't find them.

270
00:21:27,230 --> 00:21:29,510
That's a fib. I helped get them out myself

271
00:21:29,550 --> 00:21:31,670
before you were called.

272
00:21:32,590 --> 00:21:36,220
You promised me.  There are all sorts of bits missing.

273
00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:41,620
Well, it just encourages the Strickland Venables. They've been

274
00:21:41,670 --> 00:21:45,430
behaving rottenly. They've even taken their grooms out of top hats.

275
00:23:04,710 --> 00:23:07,590
You see. They won't even trust me that far.

276
00:23:08,390 --> 00:23:10,190
It's they who are mad, not me.

277
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Good morning.

278
00:23:12,430 --> 00:23:14,790
Now you can't refuse me money.

279
00:23:22,630 --> 00:23:23,590
More!

280
00:23:42,670 --> 00:23:43,420
Sebastian!

281
00:23:44,470 --> 00:23:45,270
Lunch!

282
00:23:58,590 --> 00:24:00,310
Good morning, Sebastian.

283
00:24:12,710 --> 00:24:15,670
So, Sebastian is in pursuit of the fox

284
00:24:15,710 --> 00:24:19,790
and our little problem is shelved for an hour or two.

285
00:25:07,550 --> 00:25:10,070
I heard all about your Grand Tour, last night.

286
00:25:10,950 --> 00:25:13,710
Ah, I rather supposed you might have.

287
00:25:13,750 --> 00:25:16,350
I did not harrow our hostess with all that.

288
00:25:16,390 --> 00:25:18,950
After all, it turned out far better than

289
00:25:18,990 --> 00:25:20,790
anyone had any right to expect.

290
00:25:20,830 --> 00:25:24,140
I did feel, however, that some explanation was due to her

291
00:25:24,190 --> 00:25:26,910
for Sebastian's Christmas festivities.

292
00:25:26,950 --> 00:25:31,390
You may have observed last night that there were certain precautions.

293
00:25:31,430 --> 00:25:32,390
I did.

294
00:25:34,910 --> 00:25:37,380
You thought them excessive?

295
00:25:41,710 --> 00:25:43,030
I am with you.

296
00:25:43,390 --> 00:25:45,750
Particularly as they tend to compromise the comfort

297
00:25:45,790 --> 00:25:48,350
of our own little visit.

298
00:25:48,710 --> 00:25:51,390
I have seen Lady Marchmain this morning.

299
00:25:51,430 --> 00:25:53,990
You must not suppose I am just out of bed.

300
00:25:54,030 --> 00:25:57,500
I have had a little talk upstairs with our hostess.

301
00:25:57,550 --> 00:26:00,910
I think we may hope for some relaxation tonight.

302
00:26:00,950 --> 00:26:05,790
Yesterday was not an evening that any of us would wish to have repeated.

303
00:26:08,390 --> 00:26:12,350
I'm not sure that tonight is quite the time to start the relaxation.

304
00:26:12,390 --> 00:26:14,670
Sebastian can come to no mischief today.

305
00:26:14,710 --> 00:26:17,940
For one thing, he has no money, I happen to know.

306
00:26:17,990 --> 00:26:21,910
I saw to it. I even have his watch and cigarette case upstairs.

307
00:26:22,150 --> 00:26:23,470
He will be quite harmless.

308
00:26:25,550 --> 00:26:29,990
As long as no one is so wicked as to give him any.

309
00:27:50,150 --> 00:27:52,220
Don't you get bored with the subject?

310
00:27:56,070 --> 00:28:00,070
Why must everyone make such a thing about it?

311
00:28:00,110 --> 00:28:01,630
Because we're fond of him.

312
00:28:01,670 --> 00:28:03,110
Well, I'm fond of him too

313
00:28:03,150 --> 00:28:04,980
in a way, I suppose.

314
00:28:05,190 --> 00:28:08,180
Only I wish he'd behave like anyone else.

315
00:28:08,510 --> 00:28:11,190
I grew up with one family skeleton, you know  Poppa.

316
00:28:11,310 --> 00:28:13,220
Not to be talked of in front of the servants

317
00:28:13,270 --> 00:28:17,390
not to be talked of in front of us when we were children.

318
00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:20,790
If Mummy is going to start making a skeleton out of Sebastian

319
00:28:20,830 --> 00:28:22,310
it's too much.

320
00:28:23,790 --> 00:28:26,830
If he wants to be always tight, why doesn't he go off to Kenya

321
00:28:26,870 --> 00:28:30,070
or somewhere, where it doesn't matter?

322
00:28:30,990 --> 00:28:33,110
Why does it matter less being unhappy in Kenya

323
00:28:33,150 --> 00:28:34,820
than anywhere else?

324
00:28:35,030 --> 00:28:37,420
Don't pretend to be stupid, Charles.

325
00:28:39,990 --> 00:28:42,270
You understand perfectly.

326
00:28:43,110 --> 00:28:47,660
You mean there won't be so many embarrassing situations for you?

327
00:29:58,550 --> 00:30:01,070
When do you go to Paris, Charles?

328
00:30:01,230 --> 00:30:02,590
In about a month.

329
00:30:06,510 --> 00:30:09,350
I think I'm beginning to miss it.

330
00:30:12,870 --> 00:30:17,310
Now I have got a new studio on the Ile St Louis.

331
00:30:17,630 --> 00:30:20,990
It's up about six flights of stairs but

332
00:30:21,030 --> 00:30:23,340
there's a wonderful view.

333
00:30:24,950 --> 00:30:27,230
The light's quite different in Paris.

334
00:30:28,550 --> 00:30:32,020
I love that part, the river and  otre Dame.

335
00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:35,390
You must be happy there.

336
00:30:37,310 --> 00:30:41,350
I'm hoping Sebastian will come and stay with me when I go back.

337
00:30:41,390 --> 00:30:43,430
That would have been lovely, Charles.

338
00:30:48,950 --> 00:30:51,990
I hope he will be coming to stay with me in London.

339
00:30:53,350 --> 00:30:55,070
You know that's impossible.

340
00:30:57,830 --> 00:31:00,430
London is the worst place.

341
00:31:00,590 --> 00:31:04,350
Even Mr Samgrass couldn't find him there.

342
00:31:05,550 --> 00:31:08,070
We have no secrets in this house.

343
00:31:10,270 --> 00:31:13,900
He was lost, you know, all through Christmas.

344
00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:18,190
Mr Samgrass only found him because he couldn't pay

345
00:31:18,230 --> 00:31:22,700
the bill where he was, so they had to telephone our house.

346
00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:23,660
It's too horrible.

347
00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:29,820
o, London is impossible. If he can't behave himself here with us

348
00:31:33,150 --> 00:31:37,150
we shall have to keep him healthy and happy here for a while

349
00:31:37,790 --> 00:31:41,830
and then send him abroad again with Mr Samgrass.

350
00:31:43,190 --> 00:31:45,830
You see, I've been through all this before.

351
00:31:51,270 --> 00:31:54,180
I hope he's having a good day.

352
00:32:04,150 --> 00:32:08,860
The retort was there. Unspoken, well understood by both of us.

353
00:32:08,910 --> 00:32:11,950
You couldn't keep your husband, he ran away.

354
00:32:12,110 --> 00:32:16,110
So will Sebastian, because they both hate you.

355
00:32:19,150 --> 00:32:21,110
Thus, with Julia and Lady Marchmain

356
00:32:21,150 --> 00:32:23,540
I reached deadlock.

357
00:32:23,590 --> 00:32:26,190
Not because we failed to understand one another

358
00:32:26,230 --> 00:32:29,700
but because we understood too well.

359
00:32:30,590 --> 00:32:33,950
The subject was everywhere in the house

360
00:32:33,990 --> 00:32:36,750
like a fire deep in the hold of a ship.

361
00:32:36,790 --> 00:32:39,550
And you think you can find a reference?

362
00:32:39,590 --> 00:32:40,910
Yes, I do.

363
00:32:49,470 --> 00:32:52,540
Mummy, do look at Rex's Christmas present.

364
00:32:56,710 --> 00:32:57,510
Hello, Rex.

365
00:33:00,910 --> 00:33:03,470
Mr Mottram.  Hello, Samgrass.

366
00:33:17,750 --> 00:33:18,500
Dear me

367
00:33:20,910 --> 00:33:25,220
I wonder if it eats the same kinds
of things as an ordinary tortoise?

368
00:33:25,270 --> 00:33:27,500
What will you do when it's dead?

369
00:33:28,190 --> 00:33:31,420
Can you have another tortoise fitted into the shell?

370
00:33:32,390 --> 00:33:34,220
This slightly obscene object

371
00:33:34,270 --> 00:33:37,150
became a memorable part of the evening.

372
00:33:37,190 --> 00:33:40,660
One of those needle-hooks of experience which catch the attention

373
00:33:40,710 --> 00:33:43,020
when larger matters are at stake

374
00:33:43,070 --> 00:33:46,220
and remain in the mind when they are forgotten

375
00:33:46,270 --> 00:33:50,630
so that years later it is a bit of gilding, or a certain smell

376
00:33:50,670 --> 00:33:54,980
or the tone of a clock ticking, which recall one to a tragedy.

377
00:33:56,070 --> 00:33:58,030
I hope it's dipsomania.

378
00:33:58,350 --> 00:34:01,950
That's simply a great misfortune we must all help him bear.

379
00:34:04,230 --> 00:34:07,670
What I used to fear was that he just got drunk deliberately

380
00:34:07,710 --> 00:34:10,100
when he liked and because he liked.

381
00:34:10,150 --> 00:34:13,300
But that's exactly what he did, that's what we both did.

382
00:34:13,350 --> 00:34:15,630
It's what he does with me now.

383
00:34:15,950 --> 00:34:19,340
I can keep him to that if only your mother would trust me.

384
00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:21,510
If you worry him with keepers and cures

385
00:34:21,550 --> 00:34:23,590
he'll be a physical wreck in a few years.

386
00:34:24,430 --> 00:34:27,070
There's nothing wrong with being a physical wreck, you know?

387
00:34:27,110 --> 00:34:29,500
There's no moral obligation to become

388
00:34:29,550 --> 00:34:32,230
Master of Foxhounds or Postmaster General

389
00:34:32,270 --> 00:34:34,910
or to live to walk ten miles at eighty.

390
00:34:34,950 --> 00:34:38,070
Wrong, moral obligation   Now you're back on religion.

391
00:34:38,110 --> 00:34:39,590
I never left it.

392
00:34:41,070 --> 00:34:45,190
Do you know, Bridey? If ever I thought about becoming a Catholic

393
00:34:45,270 --> 00:34:46,910
I'd only have to talk to you for five minutes

394
00:34:46,950 --> 00:34:48,510
to be cured.

395
00:34:48,950 --> 00:34:50,830
You manage to reduce what seem quite sensible propositions

396
00:34:50,870 --> 00:34:52,780
into stark nonsense.

397
00:34:52,830 --> 00:34:56,380
It's odd you should say that. I've heard it before from other people.

398
00:34:56,470 --> 00:34:58,140
It's one of the reasons why I don't think I should have made

399
00:34:58,190 --> 00:34:59,470
a good priest.

400
00:34:59,510 --> 00:35:03,590
It's something in the way my mind works, I suppose.

401
00:35:18,350 --> 00:35:22,900
Send him to Borethus in Zurich. Borethus is the man.

402
00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:29,220
He performs miracles every day at that Sanatorium of his.

403
00:35:30,950 --> 00:35:33,990
You know how Charlie Kilcartney used to drink

404
00:35:35,150 --> 00:35:39,230
o.  o, I'm afraid I don't know how Charlie Kilcartney drank.

405
00:35:39,270 --> 00:35:41,260
Two wives despaired of him.

406
00:35:42,190 --> 00:35:44,230
When he got engaged to Sylvia, she made it a condition that

407
00:35:44,270 --> 00:35:46,870
he go to Zurich and take the cure. And it worked.

408
00:35:46,910 --> 00:35:49,380
He came back three months later a different man.

409
00:35:49,430 --> 00:35:52,790
And he hasn't touched a drop since, even though Sylvia walked out on him.

410
00:35:52,830 --> 00:35:54,150
Why did she do that?

411
00:35:54,590 --> 00:35:55,550
Well

412
00:35:56,670 --> 00:35:58,980
Charlie got to be a bit of a bore when he stopped drinking.

413
00:35:59,030 --> 00:36:01,390
But that's not the point of the story.

414
00:36:01,950 --> 00:36:05,830
o, I suppose, really it's meant to be an encouraging story.

415
00:36:06,510 --> 00:36:09,230
He takes sex cases too, you know.

416
00:36:09,790 --> 00:36:13,500
Oh dear, what very peculiar friends poor Sebastian will make in Zurich.

417
00:36:13,550 --> 00:36:16,670
He's booked up for months ahead

418
00:36:16,710 --> 00:36:19,310
but I think he might find room if I asked him.

419
00:36:19,350 --> 00:36:21,550
I could telephone him from here tonight.

420
00:36:22,550 --> 00:36:24,590
I'll think about it.  Fine.

421
00:36:26,950 --> 00:36:27,860
Hello.

422
00:36:34,310 --> 00:36:36,590
Hello Rex.  Hi, Cordelia.

423
00:36:38,630 --> 00:36:41,350
Oh Julia, what's that? How beastly.

424
00:36:43,390 --> 00:36:45,990
It's my Christmas present from Rex.

425
00:36:46,270 --> 00:36:49,710
Oh, I'm sorry. I'm always putting my foot in it.

426
00:36:49,910 --> 00:36:52,820
But how cruel. It must hurt frightfully.

427
00:36:52,870 --> 00:36:53,910
They can't feel.

428
00:36:54,910 --> 00:36:57,300
How do you know? I bet they can.

429
00:37:02,590 --> 00:37:05,150
I've already had one tea at Mrs. Barney's

430
00:37:05,690 --> 00:37:07,280
but I'm still hungry.

431
00:37:07,850 --> 00:37:09,730
It was a spiffing day.

432
00:37:10,130 --> 00:37:13,200
You should have seen Jean Strickland-Venables when

433
00:37:13,250 --> 00:37:15,610
she fell off in the mud.

434
00:37:16,390 --> 00:37:18,030
Where's Sebastian?

435
00:37:19,310 --> 00:37:23,190
He's in disgrace. Coming out in that beastly

436
00:37:24,230 --> 00:37:26,140
rat-catcher's coat and that mean little tie

437
00:37:26,190 --> 00:37:30,710
like something from Captain Morvin's Riding Academy.

438
00:37:30,750 --> 00:37:33,670
I just didn't recognize him in the meet

439
00:37:33,700 --> 00:37:34,660
and I hope nobody else did.

440
00:37:39,190 --> 00:37:40,830
Why? Isn't he back yet?

441
00:37:42,550 --> 00:37:44,860
I expect he got lost.

442
00:37:49,910 --> 00:37:51,390
Poor little thing

443
00:37:54,430 --> 00:37:56,100
and that horrid tortoise.

444
00:37:56,670 --> 00:37:57,870
Lady?

445
00:38:06,310 --> 00:38:08,620
Did I hear Lord Sebastian come back, Wilcox?

446
00:38:08,670 --> 00:38:10,550
Yes, my Lady. He's just arrived.

447
00:38:11,390 --> 00:38:12,750
He rang up from South Twining to be collected.

448
00:38:12,790 --> 00:38:15,670
He must have stopped for tea with someone.

449
00:38:15,710 --> 00:38:17,700
South Twining? Who lives there?

450
00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:20,390
He spoke from a hotel, my Lady.

451
00:38:20,430 --> 00:38:23,340
South Twining? Goodness, he did get lost!

452
00:38:23,390 --> 00:38:24,540
Thank you, Wilcox.

453
00:38:38,470 --> 00:38:42,230
Dear boy, how nice to see you looking so well again.

454
00:38:42,270 --> 00:38:43,990
Your day in the open has done you good.

455
00:38:44,030 --> 00:38:47,710
The drinks are on the table, do help yourself.

456
00:38:48,110 --> 00:38:49,430
Thank you, I will.

457
00:38:52,750 --> 00:38:53,950
There was nothing unusual in her speech

458
00:38:53,990 --> 00:38:56,460
but the fact of her saying it.

459
00:38:56,510 --> 00:39:00,110
Six months ago it would not have been said.

460
00:39:15,950 --> 00:39:17,990
That horse of yours, Bridey

461
00:39:20,870 --> 00:39:22,620
It's no damned use

462
00:39:28,310 --> 00:39:30,270
Couldn't get it over a molehill

463
00:39:36,390 --> 00:39:40,100
How do you expect me to keep up with the rests of the field

464
00:39:40,150 --> 00:39:41,190
even if I wanted to?

465
00:39:43,790 --> 00:39:45,940
Don't sit too long, Bridey.

466
00:40:09,550 --> 00:40:12,750
Shall I serve the port, my Lord?  Yes, thank you.

467
00:40:34,910 --> 00:40:36,550
Charles, you saw it.

468
00:40:39,430 --> 00:40:42,340
You saw how pathetic it was

469
00:40:46,190 --> 00:40:47,590
you saw it.

470
00:40:51,150 --> 00:40:55,070
A blow, expected, repeated, falling on a bruise

471
00:40:57,110 --> 00:41:01,900
with no smart or shock of surprise, only a dull and sickening pain

472
00:41:02,590 --> 00:41:05,470
and the doubt whether another like it could be borne.

473
00:41:09,110 --> 00:41:11,260
That was how it felt sitting opposite Sebastian

474
00:41:11,310 --> 00:41:13,950
at dinner that night.

475
00:41:27,990 --> 00:41:31,540
You'd best go to bed, Sebastian.

476
00:41:32,510 --> 00:41:33,950
Have some port first.

477
00:41:45,390 --> 00:41:50,100
Have some port if you want it. But don't come into the drawing room.

478
00:41:54,070 --> 00:41:55,660
Too bloody drunk!

479
00:41:57,910 --> 00:42:00,270
Like golden times.

480
00:42:06,470 --> 00:42:08,300
Gentlemen always too drunk

481
00:42:09,470 --> 00:42:12,380
join ladies in olden times.

482
00:42:14,150 --> 00:42:15,350
April 26.

483
00:42:16,190 --> 00:42:17,860
Got some more red enamel paint

484
00:42:17,910 --> 00:42:20,030
red to my mind, being the best colour

485
00:42:20,070 --> 00:42:24,030
and painted the coal scuttle, and the backs of our Shakespeare

486
00:42:24,070 --> 00:42:27,350
the binding of which had almost worn out.

487
00:42:28,750 --> 00:42:30,500
Sebastian's gone to bed.

488
00:42:30,550 --> 00:42:33,910
I think we should go too. Cordelia? Julia?

489
00:42:34,630 --> 00:42:37,670
Oh, not just yet, Mummy. I'm staying up for a little.

490
00:42:37,710 --> 00:42:40,620
Come up and see me before you go to bed.

491
00:42:40,670 --> 00:42:41,900
I shan't be asleep.

492
00:42:41,950 --> 00:42:43,590
Goodnight, Rex.  Goodnight Lady Marchmain.

493
00:42:43,630 --> 00:42:44,300
Goodnight Mother.

494
00:42:44,350 --> 00:42:45,310
Goodnight.

495
00:42:45,350 --> 00:42:47,630
Ah, Lady Marchmain, thank you for reading so delightfully.

496
00:42:47,670 --> 00:42:49,870
Goodnight, Mr Samgrass.

497
00:42:49,910 --> 00:42:51,470
Goodnight Charles.  Goodnight Lady Marchmain.

498
00:42:51,510 --> 00:42:54,470
Goodnight Charles.  Goodnight Cordelia.

499
00:42:54,510 --> 00:42:56,710
Mr Samgrass, are you coming?

500
00:42:57,590 --> 00:42:59,340
Oh yes, indeed. I'm more than ready.

501
00:43:01,990 --> 00:43:03,060
Goodnight.

502
00:43:05,190 --> 00:43:06,260
Goodnight.

503
00:43:06,590 --> 00:43:09,060
Goodnight.  Goodnight.

504
00:44:16,830 --> 00:44:18,580
You're packing, Charles.

505
00:44:20,070 --> 00:44:20,870
What's happening?

506
00:44:22,990 --> 00:44:23,900
I'm going.

507
00:44:30,990 --> 00:44:31,870
Tell me honestly

508
00:44:34,030 --> 00:44:36,630
you don't want me to stay, do you?

509
00:44:40,190 --> 00:44:42,710
o, Charles. I don't believe I do.

510
00:44:49,310 --> 00:44:50,950
I'm no help, am I?

511
00:44:56,870 --> 00:44:57,940
o help.

512
00:45:13,950 --> 00:45:16,230
I'd better go and say goodbye to your mother.

513
00:45:34,190 --> 00:45:37,710
The problem is I've got a tremendous amount of work

514
00:45:37,750 --> 00:45:40,660
to get done before I go back to Paris.

515
00:45:43,150 --> 00:45:46,700
I'm sorry I'm not able to stay as long as I'd hoped

516
00:45:46,750 --> 00:45:50,270
And I hope you'll forgive me rushing off like this

517
00:45:50,310 --> 00:45:52,540
Well, then it's goodbye, Charles.

518
00:45:53,670 --> 00:45:55,310
Goodbye, Lady Marchmain

519
00:45:55,750 --> 00:45:58,550
and thank you very much for having me to stay.

520
00:45:58,630 --> 00:46:01,430
Charles, there's something I must ask you.

521
00:46:08,830 --> 00:46:11,430
Did you give Sebastian money yesterday?

522
00:46:12,710 --> 00:46:13,620
Yes.

523
00:46:14,150 --> 00:46:16,990
Knowing how he was likely to spend it?

524
00:46:18,950 --> 00:46:19,860
Yes.

525
00:46:22,230 --> 00:46:24,590
I don't understand it. I simply don't understand how anyone

526
00:46:24,630 --> 00:46:27,940
could do something so callously wicked.

527
00:46:31,070 --> 00:46:32,820
I'm not going to reproach you.

528
00:46:33,990 --> 00:46:37,220
God knows it's not for me to reproach anyone.

529
00:46:37,270 --> 00:46:40,420
Any failure in my children is my failure.

530
00:46:41,030 --> 00:46:42,910
But I don't understand it.

531
00:46:44,710 --> 00:46:46,860
I don't understand how you could have been so nice

532
00:46:46,910 --> 00:46:48,500
in so many ways

533
00:46:49,150 --> 00:46:52,380
and then do something so wantonly cruel.

534
00:46:52,790 --> 00:46:56,180
I don't understand how we all liked you so much.

535
00:46:56,230 --> 00:46:58,830
Did you hate us all the time?

536
00:46:59,790 --> 00:47:02,830
I don't understand how we deserved it.

537
00:47:11,070 --> 00:47:12,060
Goodbye.

538
00:47:24,870 --> 00:47:26,350
I remained unmoved.

539
00:47:27,550 --> 00:47:32,100
There was no part of me remotely touched by her distress.

540
00:47:32,230 --> 00:47:33,510
It was as I had often imagined

541
00:47:33,550 --> 00:47:38,390
being expelled from school. I almost expected to hear her say:

542
00:47:38,990 --> 00:47:42,700
I have already written to inform your unhappy father"

543
00:47:42,750 --> 00:47:44,230
But, as I drove away

544
00:47:45,910 --> 00:47:50,220
I felt that I was leaving part of myself behind

545
00:47:50,590 --> 00:47:54,270
and that wherever I went afterwards, I should feel the lack of it

546
00:47:55,030 --> 00:47:57,500
and search for it hopelessly

547
00:47:58,950 --> 00:48:01,940
as ghosts are said to do.

548
00:48:08,070 --> 00:48:13,310
I shall never go back, I said to myself. A door had shut.

549
00:48:13,990 --> 00:48:16,350
The low door in the wall I had sought and found

550
00:48:16,390 --> 00:48:17,140
at Oxford.

551
00:48:18,390 --> 00:48:22,910
Open it now and I should find no enchanted garden.

552
00:48:23,070 --> 00:48:24,470
I had come to the surface

553
00:48:24,510 --> 00:48:27,790
into the light of common day after a long captivity

554
00:48:27,830 --> 00:48:31,060
in the sunless coral palaces and waving forests

555
00:48:31,110 --> 00:48:33,070
of the ocean bed.

556
00:48:34,390 --> 00:48:37,830
I have left behind illusion, I said to myself:

557
00:48:38,710 --> 00:48:42,310
Henceforth, I live in a world of three dimensions

558
00:48:42,350 --> 00:48:45,340
with the aid of my five senses.

559
00:48:46,150 --> 00:48:49,700
I have since learned that there is no such world.

560
00:48:49,750 --> 00:48:53,590
But then, as the car turned out of sight of the house

561
00:48:53,630 --> 00:48:57,230
I thought it took no finding but lay all about me

562
00:48:57,310 --> 00:48:59,380
at the end of the avenue.
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